Write Club: You get one topic and 7 minutes. My topic: War.
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The first week, mierda. It is still the first week. Every morning I wake up to the dark and dream that it’s Labor Day or Thanksgiving or Christmas, sweet baby Jesus Christmas. But it’s still only the first week. Already the smell is swollen in my nostrils. It is the smell of huffed taxidermy, stuffed geese and bears and pumas and foxes. The fur. The fur. The sweat-mudded fur of kindergarteners in from recess after three days of rain. The first week of a start-up charter school is war.
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War
By Michael Otieno Molina
The first week, mierda. It is still the first week. Every morning I wake up to the dark and dream that it’s Labor Day or Thanksgiving or Christmas, sweet baby Jesus Christmas. But it’s still only the first week. Already the smell is swollen in my nostrils. It is the smell of huffed taxidermy, stuffed geese and bears and pumas and foxes. The fur. The fur. The sweat-mudded fur of kindergarteners in from recess after three days of rain. The first week of a start-up charter school is war.
Day 1 - 1100 hours
A teacher calmly walks into the office. A boy is on the floor. He is seizing. He is epileptic and he is seizing. “Call his mother,” I say as I power walk down
the hallway to her door and see children sitting calmly. The co-teacher is next to the boy, her hand
floats under his head. I relieve
her. Are you okay? The boy is not responsive. His eyes are rolling up into his forehead,
his pants are wet with urine. I pick him
up and carry him to the nurse’s room. We
don’t yet have the funds for a school nurse so I sit him on the chair. He slumps into his shoulder. His mother arrives and apologizes for the
scare. Tears bubble up from her throat
as she describes how it feels to see him like this. He was only diagnosed a few months ago. Poor mother.
Poor child.
Day 2 – 0930 hours.
The playground is flooded.
A pipe has burst and the playground is flooded. This is a language
immersion Kindergarten through 3rd grade elementary school. This means that on every other day the
children spend the entire day immersed in French, Mandarin, or Spanish. This is our second immersion day and the
children are frustrated with trying to understand their teachers, teachers
frustrated with trying to comfort away their first days of school anxiety in
Mandarin or French or Spanish. This is
our second immersion day and all the teachers want to do is step outside and
breathe and cry a little and see that the sun still shines… all the little
people want to do is go outside and run and scream and spin and fall and get up
and laugh and dig for worms… all I want to do is see them on the playground
that I and 50+ parents spent months weeding and cutting and weeding and cutting
in preparation for this moment… All I want to do is see them play and the
playground is flooded.
Day 3 - 0900 hours
Reports of Pediculosis Capitis. Head lice on day three. A big snaggle-toothed boy has arrived at
school a day after his mother discovered the little blood-suckers climbing through
his hair. His mother sent him back too
soon. We must check him and every child
in the class for nits and lice. We must
do so without scaring them, without shaming the boy. We must rid the room of the furniture parents
had donated and moved in to the classroom only days ago. He tells me his mother works at a
hospital. My mother works at a
hospital. But it doesn’t matter. I found lice in his hair and he has to go
home.
Day 4 – 1200 hours
30 shots fired at an elementary school in our district and we
weren’t notified. One mom, the wife of a
man who has cut our grass and donated a projector and a P.A. system comes in
the office frantic. She has walked into
the front door, which is propped open for a late delivery of computers the
teachers needed three weeks ago. She is
anxious and furious that she just walked in the building. “Did you hear?” She asks tensely, trying to control her fear
and anger as she walks past me to begin checking the other doors of the
building herself. “Do you know what’s
going on?” I didn’t. There is an active school shooting at a
school a mile from my house, the school my daughter is zoned for, where she
would be if I hadn’t enrolled her in GLOBE.
Thirty shots fired. This mom
leads me through the building to check that every door is locked. Two of them are not. Her face is hot with fear. “My son needs to be safe.” At pick up she holds the entire line to
suggest calling post, walkie talkies, to ask about the PA system, lockdown
procedures. She doesn’t care that people
behind her are waiting. Her son must be
safe. “There are people who hate what we
are doing, Michael. Did you see the story on CNN about the International
Community School? There were crazy
people in the comments talking about race mixing and race war. My son is half Black and he must be
safe.”
Day 5 – 1800 hours.
The end of our first day without major incident. My wife calls but the cell phone signals are
no match for the old sixties cinder block we are wrapped in. She calls back immediately. I hear her voice and my daughter screaming in
the background. The call fails. Something is wrong. I run out of the building and call back. “Maya broke her arm.” The call drops under the weight of my
heart. I tell Ms. Murray the building is
hers in jump into my car. I call back
and hear my daughter whimpering. We are
on our way to Dekalb Medical, come now.
Call fails. I race to the
emergency room to find my daughter’s wrist contorted. She is screaming. I hold her face to mine and say quietly that
the pain is the beginning of the healing.
12 hours and two hospitals later, we are home with a child who has never
had Tylenol now doped up on one dose of morphine, two doses of kedamine, and
the fatigue of two attempts at resetting her wrist.
Saturday
Community meeting with angry neighbors, all three of
them. They have sent a list of
complaints to every school board member, the state-wide coordinator of charter
schools, and the GLOBE Academy governing board chair. The letter is dated August 14th
2013 – our first day of school. The
letter bemoans traffic and parking inconveniences that may happen in the year
2018, when we grow to use more of our 9.79 acre campus for Kindergarten through
8th grade. The letter demands
the potential problems be rectified before they occur. I ask the three angry neighbors,
“please describe the specific impacts our school has had on
your family or lifestyle in the seven days since we have been opened.”
One has had to change his morning jogging route.
One has to leave for work 10 minutes early.
I take the side of my hand and carve an imaginary line across
the table. “Here is the line,” I
say. “You do not have a seat at the
table in the decision of whether or not we will expand. That decision is made. We need and want you at the table to help us
figure out how to expand with the least possible impacts on OUR
neighborhood.” I was tired from the
first week of a start-up charter school and I had no energy for politics. I felt like George Bush after September 11th. You are either with GLOBE or against GLOBE.
The first human technology was language. In language, humans converted the energy of
grunts and moans into words the way computers convert ones and zeros into
information. Language was the Internet
before electricity, it is where we searched for meaning, for joy, for truth,
for understanding. Language bore the
stories that taught fire and taught medicine and taught philosophy. Language is the driver of human evolution,
the all spark, the engine of human understanding and the catalyst of human
potential. Language is the mortar of
civilization and war is what happens when language fails.
My name is Michael Otieno Molina and I helped launch the GLOBE Academy, DeKalb County’s first and only free, public dual-language
immersion charter school. I work for the
future of the world. I poured blood, sweat, and tears into empowering generations of children with multi-lingual, mutli-cultural fluency so they can
access multiple repositories of human knowledge. I am Mike Molina and I did a tour in the war to
end all wars.